I speak slowly.


 I speak slowly. Because I think slowly. 


But only involving me speaking, maybe?

I think so.

Otherwise my thoughts go too fast. I can't keep up.

My thoughts echo. (My) But it's not always my own (my own) voice (my own echo voice) (echo)

(Maybe?)(Is it?) A reflection of thoughts (but really)

(a mirror)

(supposition)

Sometimes (supposition)(is it) it is. (Is it?) Sometimes it is.

It is.

And I can't always keep up with my own thoughts. I can't track main line, that complete sentence, through the echoes, to the end

all the way to the end. (to the end)(the end)

And how am I supposed to say my thoughts out loud? I can't even hear them through all the detrius. -all the noise. -all the. -background noise. -all the background noise that cuts through the middle when I'm in the middle of a -background noise- thought. (noise)

I speak slowly because the sentences whirl around in my head and I have to catch them one

word

at a 

at

a

time while they spin around and sometimes I can't see the whole sentence til it's on a page. Hearing it is too hard sometimes. Because I can't keep track in my head. I don't know what it looks like.


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